Black women, historically, have been doubly victimized by the twin immoralities of Jim Crow and Jane Crow. Jane Crow refers to the entire range of assumptions, attitudes, stereotypes, customs, and arrangements that have robbed women of a positive self-concept and prevented them from participating fully in a society as equals with men. Black women, faced with these dual barriers, have often found that sex bias is more formidable than racial bias. If anyone should ask a Negro Woman in America what has been her greatest achievement, her honest answer would be, ‘I survived!’”(Guy-Sheftall)
As a child it was easy to relate to the struggle of racial inequality. With family members to retell their own memories of legal segregation and police brutality, I believed nothing could be more important and damaging to our society than racism. My own personal encounters with racism reinforced this attitude, therefore soon I believed that my race was the most important aspect of my social identity. However, being racially conscious provided me with the critical thinking tools that later helped me recognize the existing gender notions and expectations that are embedded within our society. My perspective as a black person changed, because I realized that I was no longer just a black person, I was a black female. I am not equal with black men, because I am a woman nor am I equal with white women, because I am black. As a woman of color, “these dual barriers” of race and gender often collide and intersect which often influence my life experiences. The range of societal “assumptions, attitudes, stereotypes, customs, and arrangements” that I am confronted with are influenced by both notions of race and gender, because I am both black and a woman. Before I had believed that race worked independently to disempowered me. However with time, it was evident that the intersectionality of my race and gender not only disempowered me but also carried a burdened weight thus proving that they are the most salient aspects of my identity.
My family’s continuous effort to educate me about racial issues compelled me to believe that my race was the most salient aspect of my identity. My grandfather was a member of the Black Panther Party and the Black Liberation Army but these days he is known as one of America’s longest held political prisoners. As a child I looked forward to his phone calls from prison, because his stories exciting and different from my own reality.
Whether they were stories about serving children during the Panthers Free Breakfast Program or the time he felt helpless while watching his older brothers getting brutally beaten by the police, his memories were a unique educational experience. Our society has the tendency to “distances itself from physical structures whose purpose is to hide uncomfortable truths” however, I was enough to have a family who did not shy away from telling me these uncomfortable truths (Wideman 180). My grandfather, in addition to the rest of my extended family were all politically involved during the 1960’s movement and therefore were subsequently involved in a lot of racial justice work. Growing up with a family that had been so dedicated to issues pertaining to race, compelled me to unconsciously believe that race was the most significant humanitarian issue and therefore the most salient aspect of my identity. They had dedicated their entire lives fighting for racial justice. If this issue was so important to my family, I was convinced that it must be important for my life as well.

When I moved from a black neighborhood in Queens, New York to a predominately white suburb in Massachusetts, my social encounters with my peers and adults reinforced all that my family had told me about the existing forms of racism today. For instance, when I had asked my 5th grade teacher how I could improve my grade from a B to an A, she told me I should not worry about my grades. According to her, I was such a great athlete and talented musician, I did not need high grades to succeed later in life because academics were not for me. That same year, a new student (who also happened to be non-white) enrolled into my school and terrorized me throughout the school day. When my mother came to the school to talk to the faculty about this situation, one of them had said, “this is what you people do and I am not getting involved”. Needless to say I encountered more racism like this throughout my middle school years, even when I transferred to a private school. Although the racism I encountered was not as life threatening as the stories my grandfather told me, it still reinforced this attitude that because I was an African American, I was not only not welcomed, but in fact rejected from their community. Therefore I would not receive the same protection or help as my peers received. Gonzales describes perfectly how these rejections feel: “Rejection strips us our self-worth; vulnerability exposes us to shame. It is our innate identity you find wanting. We are ashamed that we need your opinion, that we need your acceptance” (Anzaldua, 88). My race had made me feel rejected, inferior, isolated, and targeted. Since it was my innate identity (my blackness) that others had an issue with, it was easy to decide that my race is the most salient aspect of my identity. In a predominately white community, my race was the most noticeable to others and because I was not the norm I was constantly confronted with attitudes that implied that I was less capable or inferior. However, it was not before long where similar hurtful experiences about my gender made me realize that I had another equally important aspect of my identity.


The intersectionality of race and gender has taught me that disempowerment is not one-dimensional. In Mapping Margins by Kimberley Crenshaw writes that, “women of color experience racism in ways not always the same as those experienced by men of color, and sexism in ways not always parallel to experiences of white women, dominant conceptions of antiracism and feminism are limited, even on their own terms”. When I was told I by another black volunteer that it was hard for him to appreciate my work it was because I was a black female, not just a female. He did not feel this way about the white female volunteers on our trip, but instead only me. While reflecting on the intersectionality of race and gender in her own life, Jordan Jordan explains that “race intersects with gender, because they are both often judged and categorized at first sight”. I can completely relate to Jordan’s theory because it was not solely my gender that made my work less valuable, it was the combination of my gender notions and race notions that made my work less valuable. It was those two aspects of my identity that were judged and categorized in a certain way first. As Crenshaw said before, I had experienced racism and sexism together in a unique way that neither black men nor white women could relate to. This lack of a racial perspective is the reason why “not many of my peers could grapple with feminism outside the realm of Whiteness” (Jordan Jordan). Encounters like these exposed me to a new dimension of disempowerment that is created through the intersecting forces of my race and gender.

Originally, I believed racism was the greatest evil our society faced. It took several encounters with gender and the intersections of race and gender for me to believe otherwise. I assumed my race was the most salient aspect of my identity because I believed it was the aspect of my identity that impacted my life the most. However, it took feeling disempowered because of both my race and gender simultaneously for me to understand that my race alone did not affect my life experiences. These issues of intersectionality do not only pertain to only me but for many others. And although intersectionality complicates the one-dimensional way our society perceives social justice, it will push us to a more realistic perspective of the existing social inequalities our society has today. One cannot simply fight against racism without addressing issues of sexism and class, because those who are victims of racial oppression may also be victims of sexism and classism oppression. Although it’s more complicated we will finally be organizing to meet the needs of all people rather than just one part.
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